Wednesday, February 28, 2007

finally finished my exams!!! holidays now. now that i have nothing to do, i feel so bored at home.
Went to dye and cut my hair yesterday and damn i look like a ah beng now. damn! i really regretted dye-ing my hair. finally bought the watch, it's not the one i saw the other time but this one is not bad also. i'm so freakin broke now.
i really hope during the march hols i get to go out with her. thursday at pei shan's house and friday at pl's house. i'll try to gamble less cause i'm really unlucky. haha.






i don't know, how to say, how i feel.

Posted by jianwei at 12:51 AM

Friday, February 23, 2007

back.. went to pl's house yesterday for short gambling session.. i lost the most money in fact but seeing everyone so happy, it was worth it.
exams are starting next monday and i haven really started on my revision!!! i'm screwed man. i hope i really adsorb my stuff fast.
so many doubts in my mind.. come to think of it, it's kinda scary. i really hope things are fine and i'm just thinking too much.
alrights that's all for now.






come with me, stay tonight.

Posted by jianwei at 2:31 AM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

kinda tired. will blog another day.

Posted by jianwei at 10:57 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

just came back from my reunion dinner. as some of you all might know i dun like to share food. Not because i'm selfish or what but i just dun like the thought that i'm indirectly french kissing someone. So i went to my uncle's house and everybody was like okay let's dig in. wah then i was like okay now what am i suppose to eat. So i tried to take pieces of food that were far away from the 'contaminated' area hahha. So throughout the night my stomach was filled with alcohol rather than food. I'm a little hungry now.
heading off to malaysia tomorrow at 7am in the morning!!! damn. there goes my sleep. and on top of that my bro is not going with us so i have to spend the 3hrs journey talking to myself. cause i dun really talk wiht my parents. yeah. and there is nothing to do in malacca. i've only thought of two things that i can do 1) play with tons of fire crackers 2) ride motor bike. damn!
these few days i've not been talking to her and it's really getting into me now. i just hope i'm thinking too much manz. alrights btw happy chinese new year guys. Gong xi gong xi gong xi.


ps: this girl wants me to mention her in my blog (jomaine). ok job done. she's mentioned.

Posted by jianwei at 8:03 AM

went out with sandy, daphne and jia xin yesterday to far east for shopping spree. haha i am so broke now. bought a t-shirt, 2 polo tees and one pair of shoes. somehow this new year is kinda a happy and a sad one.
after the new year there's exams and stuff.. and the thing to look forward to are the ang baos. ahaha. but the older you get, the less money you recieve so it's kinda sucky too.
going to malacca tomorrow and my mum is bringing so much stuff as if we're going to fight some war like that.
i dun noe why but i'm feeling kinda stress... i dun if it's school or what but i just hope this feeling will go soon.



i dun know the right words to say, probably it's just too little too late.

Posted by jianwei at 12:11 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

today is a friday, yesterday night i talked with miss jolyn about the current situation and she's like the love doctor. but anyways she's good man. hahaha.
alright i shall not mention anything about HER today. if not my every post is like about her.
damn today no one is free. no pl, no hy no nobody. haha good thing sandy message me last night to ask me out for shopping. why not man, i need to get some stuff too. btw if i'm not wrong sumbody still owe me 10 bucks. right pl? haha.
there's abchm test later, sucks big time man. i don't know a shit and this is the first time i dun noe a shit for abchm.
school's coming to an end really soon. time flies and some things just never change, how sad man. hmm what gossip shld i include today huh?
pl loves a turtle? haaha. ok thts about it for now. i find that i like to use the word 'man' a lot. got influenced by somebody la.





would you take me on the regular?

Posted by jianwei at 5:45 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

it's tough man.. it's there but i can't do anything, i can just stand there and look. If it's because of me i thinkk this break would be kinda good for both of us. But on the flipside i could be just thinking too much. But what are the odds man?

It's kinda a relieve there's no school today. I should really buck up. hopefully my day would be fruitful and not be wasted.
I can't help but think if she really really feels that, then i'm a goner man and i hate to end it like this. life seriously suxs some times and what's the way out?
they say there's a light at the end of every tunnel. for me this tunnel is super duper long man.
I hope someone with special powers can bring me out of this misery. pls do it. i'm waiting.
meanwhile i hope everything stays alright and nothing goes wrong.




just a little insight won't make this right

Posted by jianwei at 8:47 AM

today is valentine's day= very lonely time day.
hopefully whatever she says is not true. i really hope if there is anything that she wants to tell me, she'll tell me soon. I would rather she give it straight in my face.
i would try to come here and update everyday and get more of my peeps to read and i'll try to include daily gossips. haha.
and one of my frens, pl she seems like she's in love.
oh and i almost forgot, thanks alot hwee ying for helping me. one of the 'smartest' girl huh? haha.





you're the girl
that can make me shy
make my day
and make me cry.

Posted by jianwei at 12:35 AM