Saturday, March 31, 2007

nothing much happen the past few days. nothing much to blog about too. i just want to say sorry to carmen for ps-ing her today. sorry!!!

Posted by jianwei at 1:52 AM

work work and work. i'm am so tired. life is so mundane now.
BORRRINNG!

Posted by jianwei at 1:52 AM

Monday, March 26, 2007

life pratically suxs now for me. hope it gets better soon.

Posted by jianwei at 11:32 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

oh boy am i tired from work.. working with my god dad is fun man. work would be so boring without him. saw many new faces and old ones as well. and once again my hair was caught for it's length. damn.
the past few days i was kinda depressed but today i'm feeling much better. sleeping eating and music keeps me happpy.
sometimes i just feel that i'm such a failure. i'm really good at nothing. the best thing i guess i know how to do is pool. but i am not good at all. i'm just a average player. i'm like so old already and i feel i've accomplished nothing be it academically, relationship stuff. hai.
but they say you should count ur blessings. i think i always meet great pple in my life.
when i was in primary school i met this two really great uncle and auntie who brought me to church and always bring me out for lunch no matter how expensive it was. i am REALLY grateful to have them in my life.
and some of you might know. a stranger gave me 600 bucks with no strings attached so i could fulfil my dreams and i let him down.
and my parents. they always find ways to tick me off. but come to think of it. they are so old and they are working thier ass off so that i could live better. the should be given credit too.
and when i'm out at work i met my god-dad who always help me carry supr heavy stuff. knowing the fact that i'm super short. he dun want me to be even shorter.
all these pple in my life. i should say i'm very lucky.
well life is like thaat.







i tried to do it right this time around.

Posted by jianwei at 10:34 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

nobody said it was easy

tired from work. and when i'm back i still have to deal with stuff. it's tough man. how i wish things were easy. this is another time in life where it is sucky!

Posted by jianwei at 10:44 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

i wonder if anybody reads my blog.. haha. but nevertheless i will blog.


today before i went to work. i watched this french documentary. It's about life of short pple. actually the last thing i guy want to be is short. let me give you an example of how it feels, it's like having AIDS but you die from AIDS. but shortness is a kinda disease that you've got to live with it for the rest of your life and there is no medicine that can cure shortness. And for a guy it's extremly tough where everything revolves around height. to tell you honestly being short is worse than being fat or what. it's like ur a freak to a certain extent.


but what can you do, you'll just have to accept it and deal with it. and height is another thing when it comes to girls. which girl would want to go out with a guy who looks like her brother?
but then at the end of the show there's this two kids who are french and they are like 13plus and 14plus and they are ang moh so it's like worse. one said he didn't want pple to look down on him, he just wants pple to understand him. i guess that is what all short GUYS want. and one girl told the 14plus guy that she dun mind his height and that he just nice the way he is. it would be better if he's taller but he is just fine like that.

so i hope that one day short guys would be just the same as tall guys. hahaha. and short guys can be as man-ly as tall guys. haha.

Posted by jianwei at 1:52 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

went to vivo city with hy and jas. one asshole didn't show up haha.. everytime when i window shop, i can't help but want to buy everything. damn! i feel like a girl. all the nice clothes and pants make me crazy. haha.
now i'm so broke after buying that guitar. it's kinda difficult learning how to play pop songs using guitar.
we had dinner at mache and all of us had a rosti and that was it. haha then went to white dog for dessert. i think that place would be a great place to bring your loved ones. the ambience is great, dessert wasn't too bad. not sure bout the foood though.
i have that depressing mood again. haiz. it would be lovely if i know what she's thinking. it's been quite a while now. she's always giving me mixed feelings. i just hope she could just tell me how she feel man.
well i guess that is life. how shitty!






just a little insight won't make this right.

Posted by jianwei at 1:23 AM

Friday, March 9, 2007

it's the holidays now but everyday is like so boring. i feel i have no life. work, sleep, wake up, eat. BORRINGG!


someone ask me out quick if not i'll go bonkers soon. it's like during school time you have plenty of friends then when it's holidays you are like eh? where are all my frens? they are all caught up with thier own stuff and i'm left alone to rot at home. haha.
she's not free during the hols... oh great! do i always have to be this unlucky. i feel so depressed these few days. haiz. i hope life gets better soon.



it would be lovely if...


Posted by jianwei at 5:33 PM

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

went back to work after such a long long time... haha the aunties are adorable man. haha. work was pretty okay andi got tipped 20 bucks!! haha even if it's a dollar i'm grateful! haha.

saw my super long never-see frens, they are still as cranky as ever. haha

yesterday when i was in the bus, i thought to myself, i really love riding a bike and i am so gonna get my bike license. after bringing her out,( hopefully ) haha i will definitly save up for my bike and the practicals and stuff.

and i went to gym yesterday and something really terrible happen today. my right arm can't seem to be able to extend straight. i never had this kinda problem before. it's like my muscle keep flexing and it's not relaxing and it's kinda uncomfortable and during work i have to carry stuff and all that. how nice ha?

anyways that's about it. work is so boring. but for the sake of money i will persevere!

Posted by jianwei at 9:27 AM

Saturday, March 3, 2007

thursday i was wasted man. haha. went to pei shan's house and then after that to chomp chomp for dinner and then went drinking after that. That one pint of hoegarden was pretty scary man. we were all like wth so big. haha anyway that day i won about 7 bucks. haha.

then friday another gambling session at pl's house i turning more and more into an ah beng. i won a pathetic 2 bucks. cmon la let me win more la! haha. i believed everyone had fun. everyone like laughing their ass off. hahaha.

damn i thought march hols was this coming monday. then she told me it's next next week!!! shit man! by that time either my money would be finished or i would be too caught up with work. haiz i think it would be difficult to find a day that both of us would be free and i'm still not confident that she'll go out with me. suxs man! i hate this kinda feeling.

and i still dun noe where i should work. if i go back to the hotel i'll have to spray my hair black and the job there suxs big time. but i have no choice for the sake of money. haiz then if i go interview at my bro's place i might not be free on weekdays and that suxs too.
arghzz! sumbody help me.

Posted by jianwei at 2:27 AM