Friday, March 23, 2007
oh boy am i tired from work.. working with my god dad is fun man. work would be so boring without him. saw many new faces and old ones as well. and once again my hair was caught for it's length. damn.
the past few days i was kinda depressed but today
i'm feeling much better. sleeping eating and music keeps me
happpy.
sometimes i just feel that
i'm such a failure.
i'm really good at nothing. the best thing i guess i know how to do is pool. but i am not good at all.
i'm just a average player.
i'm like so old already and i feel
i've accomplished nothing be it academically, relationship stuff. hai.
but they say you should count ur blessings. i think i always meet great pple in my life.
when i was in primary school i met this two really great uncle and auntie who brought me to church and always bring me out for lunch no matter how expensive it was. i am REALLY grateful to have them in my life.
and some of you might know. a stranger gave me 600 bucks with no strings attached so i could fulfil my dreams and i let him down.
and my parents. they always find ways to tick me off. but come to think of it. they are so old and they are working thier ass off so that i could live better. the should be given credit too.
and when i'm out at work i met my god-dad who always help me carry supr heavy stuff. knowing the fact that i'm super short. he dun want me to be even shorter.
all these pple in my life. i should say i'm very lucky.
well life is like thaat.
i tried to do it right this time around.
Posted by jianwei at 10:34 AM