Saturday, July 28, 2007

am i weird?

i feel sad when i see somebody eating alone. weird?


i dun like to share my food with others. not becos i'm selfish but it a little disgusting that i have to share saliva with others. unless it's my gf. ahaha. weird?

Posted by jianwei at 2:50 AM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

words don't decribe how i feel
all that feelings i can't reveal


if only i had one great power
just like cool dude tobey maguire
spiderman batman harry potter
i just wish my life was better


stop keeping mum
shout it out loud
i won't always be around


when it's gone
pls dun regret
i'll be surprised
if u're sad

Posted by jianwei at 9:19 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i saw this really cute girl in the lift today. i mean little girl. kid those kinda.
her mum was carrying her. she told her mum.. mummy i have STARR-FISH..
so the mummy was like ok.. where is your star fish?
the girl said. my star fish is in the sky... ahaha. cute huh.
i don't know if you get it but. yah it's funny.
so yeah.

Posted by jianwei at 3:59 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007

went to jac's hse on friday. haha i slept the earliest. eh i need more sleep right. hahaha.
hanging out. had some drinks. SOME.
the next day went to watch some matches, gazelles and nus.
then it was singapore schools and road warriors. i kept thinking thier road runners. ahaha.
singapore schools. not bad.




talking is so tough. it's much better off not talking




I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much



Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Posted by jianwei at 6:40 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007

i feel so light today. so many burdens have been lifted off my shoulders.
osip is more or less confirmed.
going to thailand.. sobs no australia anymore.
but thailand's not too bad. at least there's stuff to buy. hahaha



yun shan is so proud of me cause i managed to accomplish something. ahaha.
i read some girl's blog and i'm quite disgusted. i shan't gossip.
bpt project submission. rtect quiz. TE quiz.
school's coming to an end soon.
time pass so fast man.


ohoh and that day i was on the bus. i wrote a poem about life. enjoy.



Life is such a funny thing
It makes you laugh
It makes you scream



Some things in life are make believe
They aren't always what they seem
Many say beauty is skin deep
But many fail to look within



Life is always one big joker
makes you take risks just like poker
If you win, well, then congrats
But if you lose, that's pretty sad



Sometimes there's no second try
it's either a do, or a die
But life is always bittersweet
makes you smile and makes you weep



But fret not people
Life is not all doom and gloom
No matter what life throws at you
There will always be.......................
....................................koko krunch.







ahahah no la .................... he or she will stand by you.

Posted by jianwei at 9:24 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

And its gone... gone... going...
Gone... everything gone... give a damn...
GONE BE THE BIRDS WHEN THEY DON'T WANNA SING..
Gone people... up awkward with their things... gone.



That gear that you rock gonna be gon
eThe house up on the hill gonna be gone
The gold -- on your grill gonna be gone
The ice on your wrist gonna be gone
That nice little Mr gonna be gone
That whip that you roll gonna be gone



To you that's righteous
You're fiction like books
You need to go out to life and look

Posted by jianwei at 6:34 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

After much consideration, i've decided on something. This decision might shock hundreds probably a thousand. hahaha yeah right! i'm not gonna.................. haha. it's time. watch me. LOL.

Posted by jianwei at 5:10 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i'm cool today and it's because of nothing.

no point also right. hahaha.

Posted by jianwei at 6:46 AM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

spent my evening at the void deck again. thinking of my life and ways not to see my mum. ever since i quarrelled with my mum, nothing has been going right. literally nothing.

MONDAY.
had a real bad quarrel with my mum. REAL BAD. it's the worst quarrel ever.

TUESDAY
snapped at this teacher. He was like ' EH! WHERE's YOUR CONSENT FORM?!' i dun noe what got into me i just shouted back eh cannot talk properly is it.. want form i give you now la. although he's attitude was bad mine was worse. i apologised in the end. after all i was disrespectful.
And at night something just went wrong.

THURSDAY
sat underneath the void deck. anger is really taking it's toll on me. i snap just like that these few days. the one probably i will give in, it's her. although the rice really pissed me off. but in my heart i can't even bring myself to be angry with her for 24 hrs. if only she could understand what i'm going through.


i really need to cool down.

Posted by jianwei at 4:49 AM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i bought food for you at night knowing that you were hungry. you didn't tell me to do it. i know. the least you could do was a thank you. i don't blame you for not coming down after all it's so late. i left it there so that you could check it in the morning to show that i wasn't pranking you. all you said was no i didn't walk there. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? you think i bought food so i could just leave it there at the playground? man. i'm devastated enough and now this. life just keeps getting better.

Posted by jianwei at 9:26 AM

Saturday, July 7, 2007

it's confirmed! i'm going to thailand. somehow i don't know if i should happy or sad. hahaha. some might know but i'm going with someone funny. i shan't be bad but he might not be as scary as what i think. well. why make my own life difficult. think so much no use also.
hopefully it would be fun and fruitful. wish me luck. ahaha.

Posted by jianwei at 2:41 AM