Thursday, July 12, 2007
spent my evening at the void deck again. thinking of my life and ways not to see my mum. ever since i quarrelled with my mum, nothing has been going right. literally nothing.
MONDAY.
had a real bad quarrel with my mum. REAL BAD. it's the worst quarrel ever.
TUESDAY
snapped at this teacher. He was like ' EH! WHERE's YOUR CONSENT FORM?!' i dun noe what got into me i just shouted back eh cannot talk properly is it.. want form i give you now la. although he's attitude was bad mine was worse. i apologised in the end. after all i was disrespectful.
And at night something just went wrong.
THURSDAY
sat underneath the void deck. anger is really taking it's toll on me. i snap just like that these few days. the one probably i will give in, it's her. although the rice really pissed me off. but in my heart i can't even bring myself to be angry with her for 24 hrs. if only she could understand what i'm going through.
i really need to cool down.
Posted by jianwei at 4:49 AM